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long time no blog. wonder if any1 still view this 'almost died' blog. my frens n my aunt seem to think tt i'm so stress-free. i guess i'm still slacking. i've been slacker since the start of my uni life. since i dun have any projects to do, all i have to complete is tutorials n to study for my tests. i treat them as quizzes.. makes me more relaxed in a way. i guess there is a change in my perspectives since i entered uni. there is no point studying so hard. i might as well enjoy my life now and in the meantime, be a slightly above average student. a life without stress is a truly enjoyable one. pple in uni seems to be a little 'faker'. there is this 1 gal from vj who was in my orientation group. she is quite kiasu n appears stressed up most of the time. juz realised she got 39/40 for her econs mcq test.. 40% leh. she is so smart yet so stressed up n kiasu. can't stand this type of person. shd not answer her maths q next time round. i got back another maths quiz today.. got 25/30. thot i wld get 22/30. the teacher said this test was pretty well done n i was like -_-""" cos this test was harder than the last one. then my fren saw the paper of the gal in front of us.. she got 29. there are so many smart pple in NUS. why bother to compete with this kind of smart pple?
sometimes it hurts to think abt something, but i juz can't stop thinking abt it. sometimes i wish i can live life again, to be free of all the obstacles that are in my way. i wish i can go back in time and be given a second chance to choose again. maybe i would have made a wiser choice then.
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